| Last night was amazing with humanities film group (Ben, Ken, Renzo, Chandana) - Chandana towards the end + Jeff + Crystal + Elizabeth.
After watching the DaVinci Code, we raced to Ben's car and climbed in through the window and drove off leaving Crystal, Jeff, and Ken behind. Ben drives away with Jeff banging on the back of the car. you crazy. You guys make me do the craziest things now and it's so scary. but it's thrilling! i hate you for it, cause i'm afraid for my life! but I love you for it because I feel like I'm living life to its fullest potential, and it feels great. Anyway, then we stuffed Jeff and Ken in and left Crystal and Mark to find their own way home.
We drove to my house to crash Angeline's 18th bday party. =( WAAHH! I can't believe she's old enough to go to college now. She's actually leaving me! I'm making her slideshow for graduation right now and looking at them makes me feel so sad. When she leaves, we won't be living our lives together anymore. not really. All we can do now is look back on our past because she has become an adult and is out in the world to find her own life.
Playground, stargazing, finding the northstar, biking, screaming, falling off the bike, riding around the pond thrice, Renzo nearly riding me into the pond! rolling around in the grass, laying on the monkey bars, kicking ken in the balls on piggy back, jeff teaching me to play the guitar, singing, laughing.
I'm living every moment as if I will never get the chance to live it again. And who knows. It's reaching the end of the year and my friends are leaving for TAMS or moving away. Maybe this is the last chance I get. I love you guys forever. You make my life SO worth living. |